When I wake up, the only thing I am certain of is that I will see the sun when I open the blinds.
I can never tell if it's gonna be cold or warm, windy or humid.
I don't know if there will be an earthquake or not, causing me to panic for a second thinking about that possibility. I never really know what time it is when I wake up, all I know is that it's later than yesterday morning. Sometimes I'm starving when I wake up (and then I eat a lot), sometimes I'm not. Almost everyday the puppies get very excited when they first see me, but there were days when they didn't really care much about it.
I get dressed to go wherever I have to go. Yesterday I was in a weird mood, so I grabbed the first black jeans and the first white shirt that I could find - it was easier to match and I wouldn't have to change purses to match the shoes that go with my summer dress. Well, today, life is good and I spend a lot of time trying to find an outfit that matches my mood.
I get in my car and I decide to listen to the radio. Like usual, I forgot to bring my Ipod with me. Like usual, I forgot to bring some new CDS to listen to - even though I LOVE Silverchair and Muse, there is a limit to how many times I can listen to it. Who knows.. I might like a new song that they are playing on the radio these days...
I drive away and I can already tell that it will take me a while to get to where I'm going - there are days when traffic isn't bad, but there are more days when traffic would be unbearable if it wasn't so common. But today I'm patient - I can take my time. There are days when I'm in a hurry, then you'd better get out of my way!
Sometimes I am inspired, I cook dinner and I even make salad! But there are days when David has to take care of that - but he doesn't really mind making his specialty (sandwiches). Uhm... ok, let's be fair here! He cooks too. But, just like me, he has to be inspired too. It would help if our inspiration would be less rare than rainbows. Anyways.
There are days when everything goes wrong, that we get frustrated, that we change our plans. But there are days when things go right, and we get excited, and we decide that our efforts were worth it.
It seems that here in L.A. things change faster than anywhere else I've ever been. things become chaotic, then they get normal, they get perfect, they become unreal, thing are never changing, or they'll change forever. Who knows... What tomorrow will be, I don't know yet. But as soon as I wake up, later than today, the sun will be shinning - at least that will never change :)
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